As much as I don't like change, I absolutely abhor being stagnant. I don't like feeling like I'm stuck somewhere without a way to get out. I have a feeling that moving back home would be a temporary move. There really isn't anything for me in Mount Holly anymore and that is a worrying thought.
I've always thought of Mount Holly as home. That's always been my home base - my nest, where I go to feel good and recharged and loved. But it's no longer my home. Its not where I want to raise my family. Its not where I want to own a home. Its not where I want to work. I don't want to be stuck there. I don't want to be stuck anywhere.
A lot of my friends are talking about putting down roots and starting families and that isn't where I am in my life. There are still so many things that I want to experience and do in my life before I considering settling down.
What those things are, I'm not sure yet. I just know that there's more.
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